Well, its 302pm. I don’t think the time restriction did much good on yesterday’s post so … I am going to write the time again. Atleast on the website, it is easy and makes sense. On Instagram, it … did not make much sense but I have deleted the social media apps so … I can use time in you, Tess.
I just got up after waking up half an hour ago. I keep texting her these days because I remember the times I was on the other end of the stick. But maybe, there’s a time to let it all go. I am not sure if that time has come or not but it will. Maybe. I am not sure. Here’s the thing, I am not very well right now. Especially with being alone in the whole fucking house for Eid, its not doing much good. So … I am allowing myself this weakness consiouscly. Sometimes I want to go to cage and smoke and I stop myself from that. Or to spend money implusively. So … I am choosing my battles. Maybe excuses? But hy, half of my life is over, so … fuck it eh. Just gotta pass through the next 25 years and that’s it, Yayy!
In the left part of my brain, there’s nothing right and in the right part of my brain, there’s nothing left! This was interesting.
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