09.27.24

0439pm
I am happy with my life. Ab aye jo azab aye!

0512pm
Does it ever get better than this? No one to care for. A job that pays enough to live in the capital with my family, AND gives challenges to keep me mind munching for hours, daily. A family balances just right to fear and respect you at the same time. And … well, games. They are “possession”. Even though I haven’t been able to play any of them for the last week or so but hy, the fact that I “can” play them anytime is enough to keep me smiling. There’s a family wedding coming in the end of October. I will skip that, take a leave from boss, and play the shit out of RDR for 3 days straight lmao. I am at 31.sth % rn, when I left last weekend. And I want to play satisfactory but because its a sandbox openworld, its going to take MUCH more time than a story driven Openworld like RDR2. Idk … maybe when I am capitalist enough to work only 4/6 hours a day and have my own home in Islamabad and a bank balance enough to provide security for the wed-ready sisters and ailing-parents, maybe then I will build my Satisfactory factory!

But today, in this moment, 517pm 09.27.24, I am HAPPY. Alhamdulillah. I don’t really do religious stuff but if God cares about us … he is caring about me right now beeches! Byeee!