Today was well .. 9/10! Unlike the day before yesterday when it was 10/10, today I was free and bored mostly so I … got lost into memories again and again. I’m recovering marvelously still.
So till Zuhr, I literally couldn’t do or say or even think anything properly. The brain me as if occupied by these superficial scenarios which I wished might occur. Stupid. After that I came to library and was able to work properly till Asr. After Asr, I came again under a thought-attack and so decided to go back hostel. After that I stayed in my room all the time till Isha. Right now as I write these lines, I am sitting infront of the basketball court after visiting C1 for some groceries.
I didn’t pray any prayer except fajar. This a real guilt weighing down on me rn. I hope I don’t get to feel the consequences and instead it gets forgiven and forgotten by Allah. As stupid as it may sound, I was exhausted by the loathing scenarios playing in my head and I needed a little break 
Do you know that Munna Bhai MBBS had another part made in 2006! So yeah, I watched that sequel. It’s called ‘Lage Raho Munna Bhai’. I would rate it 7/10 comedy wise though. Original Munna Bhai MBBS was 10/10 in comedy. So yeah … I am watching that sath sath ahsta ahsta…
That’s it. I called home and Mom was like smiling and goes, “Why are you so excited today … you seem so cheerful” … and this made my day 
How was your day? I also want to ask you a question. Do you still walk in rain? Or do you instead hurry now every time it rains? Because now people just have someplace to reach first, and rain is disturbing their schedules!
بڑھ کے طوفان کو آغوش میں لے لے اپنی
ڈوبنے والے ترے ہاتھ سے ساحل تو گیا
Take care. Bbye.
Edit: Dil boht bra kr k I was gonna buy some shoes for me abhi. But just then a “prospective business possibility” opened for Monday, which again has crashed all my plans to spend on my “self-image improvement”.
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