Well….I’m writing this while sitting inside my class with no headphones on. Sir is not here and we have a quiz today. I am trying to just sit without putting music on .. I’m just sitting here rn. It is exhausting. So many people are talking, so many conversations happening, so many tones, exciting, overlapping and sarcastic, overlapping and narrating stories idk what … There’s just this plain commotion. I’m forcing myself to sit right up top of the class, nothing to block my thoughts. And I will stay like this until sir comes. People are coming and people are going. Door opens and closes, the creaks become louder and louder each time … (Pause) … but I’ll stay. I will stay.
I think this writing is also pulling me into my comfort zone so I’m gonna quit this here. Will write after the class maybe. Or later. Whatever.
I just saw a cat up for adoption .. AND GOD I WANTTTTT IT!!! Oh it was just so cute… You know earlier, I used to be scared of the responsibilities of a pet at one point. But now it’s like, ksi doosre human being ki responsibilities se to km hi hongi. They can’t break up with me 😭🤣🤷♂️
But administration here at NUST is the worst thing you’ll ever encounter at NUST. They are afraid that a cat can destroy their managerial skills, from top to bottom. Hail the authorities-afraid-of-a-cat 😹😹😹. I won’t hate more coz that’ll just consume me. So .. fuck you NUST, for not letting me keep a cat. (But I do love NUST library ❤️…)
We had a quiz today. English Literature. And I think I’ll get a B+ at max or B .. seriously. I kinda knew I am good at literature so I didn’t prep much. But what I didn’t know was that he was gonna give us definations and fill in the blanks! Though .. after you have seen an F, everything above it seems acceptable. Believe me, if you meet me, you would have never seen so pathetic in grades yet so inquisitive in class lol.
And well .. in the evening I actually managed to issue a basketball for myself today. Played a little. And I felt good. I feel like I should do a little game every day now because now I can go in the court, miss a shot and not give a second thought about it. I feel a tiny bit proud of me, Alhamdulillah.
So .. that’s it. Can’t summon any jokes today…I’m tired actually. Take care you, thanks for reading all, and have a blessed Friday.
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