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The past 24 hours have been consistently downhill.
But I am not done yet. I am at zero energy. Zero motivation to work and infact, a negative motivation to work so, a position motivation to sleep, to rest, to stare at the sky but there’s no time. A man’s gotta hunt.
I will continue to work. I will continue to smile. I will not do anything stupid come what may. Well, the come what may can’t come more, can it? Lose the job? That’s my worst possible come what may tbh. But there can be more, less possible ones right? Lost an arm in an accident? Lose someone from the family? Die?
The last one seems a halal escape more than a worry but hy, then moms and pops will be forced to work late into their elder age and I hate that so .. gotta live. Gotta work. Better wear a smile while doing so.
Bye. Its fucking cold at just 5pm! How can both heat AND cold both make the hands and feet BURN! What is this non-sense!
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