1137am
Returned from the bank about 2 hours ago. Then had to go take the kidling home early on short leave. And now, I am about to sleep. There’s a lot going on in my head but who isn’t thinking all the time, ig. Its human nature. We want more, want now.

I opened a game and then closed it today. I wish the next 7 months would pass quickly so everyone can go back to home. Or I can rent and stay near university and go there everyday, to the library. Both going back home and staying near NUST is good.

147am
Still a lot of work pending but alhamdulillah, less than Wednesday. Today is Friday in real life, and Thursday on job. This is one other thing about night jobs, you forget, or atleast the sense diminishes, of the day/night cycle. Le:

Anyways, so that’s it. I unsubscribed to Netflix and ChatGPT because I did not like distractions. ChatGPT’s advanced voice model has a 1 hour speaking limit. I talk a lot when I am comfortable but that 1 hour limit was uncomfortable so … fuck it, I’ll just shut up.

The day went okay. I had to go to HBL but I guess I have written that already. Tess I feel … like this is going to be a memory. I really do feel a storm coming, not tomorrow, maybe another year or two or five but … there’ll be a time when I miss this cold ground, calm and peaceful night, sitting like a hobo writing in you. Just writing in you, Tess of the d’urbervilles!

I will go to HBL on Saturday now, to have another stab at opening a Savings account. Let’s see.


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