Hy…wassup? .. well it rained today. A lot. Like at 4pm, it looked like 7pm, no Sun or anything, all hail and thunderstorm. I walked in the rain. And then I splashed and jumped in the ankle-deep rainwater too.
No matter how much I wish to end it from my mind, I’ll have to say this story … So finally today I bought a game that I wanted for like ages. But .. hope I can enjoy it too. I am having so strong guilty conscience thingie tapping on the back of my mind again and again. Over-thinkers make their most loved activity, most-abhored activity by their own overthinking. I hope I am able to enjoy this game now.
Like tbh, phle I didn’t have that good laptop. I had a smaller one, which wasn’t able to play that game. So with this one now that I know had the specs recommended to play, why should I feel bad? Some bucks on entertainment are not wasted money. I wish I can put it in my mind somehow. “I did not do anything wrong”, that’s what I have spent the last 2 hours telling myself. Mess b krne Ka dil ni krra ab. I’m so .. hurt and like, frustrated at myself.
Anyways…how are you? Did it rain in your area? Oh it was a really strong hail for an hour or so. But then there also was a really beautiful rainbow. I saw it. Very serene!
Anyways… whatever. Bbye
لاکھ کہتے رہیں ظلمت کو نہ ظلمت لکھنا
ہم نے سیکھا نہیں پیارے بہ اجازت لکھنا
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