Well, this is good huh. I ranted and ranted and ranted yesterday and today was slightly better. Slightly, and not the slightly you use when you don’t want to jinx a good thing, a good day, no. This was actual SLIGHTLY better.
Here’s what happened. I woke up at 9am on 12.03.24. Sucks because I knew now I will feel sleepy towards the end of the day. But I got up in bed. Had a bad start but that i have already written in the 12.03.24 diary.
One good thing that I did was I started working from that time though I did not want to. So when the actual job time was close, I had done like 40% of work. Then I lay down and dozed off so missed the clock in time by 2 hours. Then I got up, said sorry to boss for the 3rd time in 24 hours and started working. Took dinner and a meeting at the same time. Now I eat dinner quickly because if I don’t and delay it, there is no gas at night and we don’t have oven so I can’t heat it. And cold food is the last thing you want to eat on a tired stomach so … ate that in an hour as I had that meeting and sent out a couple of mails. The major good thing was I had a chat with mom which cleared up a lot of debris hanging for days.
I proposed marrying someone today only to get the fuck out of this “single” rut. You really do not want to be single and alone if you don’t have friends in games too. Like I recently asked a gaming enthusiast how do you stay so …. immersed in Single Players and he was like we play together with friends and cousins and I was like oh yeah, that’s what I am missing. Friends and Cousins lol. Like literally he mentioned a game I love, but have not completed yet because I play just a few hours on the weekend now and there’s a lot of grind left. He did it in a month with friends and cousins subscription. Having another human in the room will atleast help me make jokes, be racist, sexist and stereiotipical whatever the correct spellings are, with someone right. The one year I had the friend, believe you me I was a standup comedian and nothing less. Bill Burr and BeaBassi rolled in one. But … well she said no, I can’t. And I started writing another client mail.
This enough? I will write more as the day progresses.
1133am the next day
I did not get to write more yesterday. Todays a new day!
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