You stop caring. That’s what I realize nowadays as I grow … up! I am NOT growing old :suppressedsmiles

Now I send that weird sticker in the official whatsapp groups and .. don’t care if anyone will likes it or judge me. If I am lying to not do something because I know you won’t understand “I don’t have energy to do what you want me to do”, I don’t care about that lie. Seems like I am learning to let go. Let go of expectations. Let go of people and their judgements. I know I am people and often, I judge too. But I hope whom I judge, they also know how not to give a fuck about my judgements. Life becomes yours as you grow out of seeking validation. I am writing this sitting in the CEO’s chair in office because hmare vali boht khrab hen yar. Not even the standard back support, ergonomic to choro. But .. :crying CEO ki chair uper neeche hi ni hoti! And he is in Karachi 29 days a month.

Chairs and places to sit, generally sitting itself has been a controversial thing in my life. (How boring is a life jisme chairs are fucking controversial!!!). Khti thi back seedhi kr k betho. Me ptlu sa hun, 6 feet ka bone structure. Ni betha jata tha. As in long time k lye ni betha jata tha. Daraz se chupke se aek back support belt mngvaya tha k isse seekh jaunga. That turned out to be a joke. Desi ghron me nye peda hone vale bache ko jis jhoonge me dal jhoole dete hen, k vo so jae, usko hi back support keh kr bech rhe hen!

Kher, abhi k lye itna hi. Office ka kafi kam pra he. See you later, Tess.

Something I just got to know about the “best bank in Pakistan” HBL, 10,000RS transaction limit he. Increase b ni krva skte. Aevein itne lmbe lmbe claims kr rhe. I needed to transfer some money from HBL to Sadapay, and got to know that on all accounts formed on mobile numbers (like Sadapay), HBL applies an exhaustive transaction limit of 10,000RS only. I wish ye kabhi advertisements me b btaen. Bhai Jan, Pese rkhvao, koi issue ni he. Lekin 10,000 se uper me aek din me deta ni hun! Effers!

Five good things which I did today are:
1. Worked in C1 for ~2 hours
2. Decided to collect some stuff I need for tomorrow, tonight, instead of putting it off to morning
3. Managed Road rage incident properly
4. Practiced effective communication with people back in office at Karachi, an inch away from overexplaining
5. Called a difficult call

Ye darya, Vo Sehra, Ye oonche Phar
Kabhi nikle ga b is Dil ka ghubar?


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