Today, for the first time, someone close was harassed. The guy is a rich person from our colony. He might like cleanliness and education and maybe, loyalty, but he is a scumbag for me nonetheless.
What worries me is the mere fact that I did interact with people from the opposite gender in my life up until now in University, but what gives me hope and the audacity to bounce this self-imposed guilt off of me is the fact that not once in all the minutes that I have lived and breathed on this Earth have I ever forced a girl to even talk to me, let alone harass one. Simply put: I am a fucking coward, and the girl I am with told me this like a month ago lol. Should I be worried that me talking with girls I need to, who chose to interact back, is an action bad enough to provoke nature to react by having my sister harassed … is a question for society to decide. Atleast, that’s what exaggarated religious folks would think, or so I think. Subjectively, I remember nature to be balanced.
Apart from that, Kashif is not giving time to party. Kashif is also getting more distracted. Today we had a bonfire. The forces of evil have become strong enough to distract our prime students from their lives by giving them no-occasion bonfire celebrations. Or the rector is trying to win over the students so they don’t remember the parents breaking backs back in homes, for lining the pockets of rector so he can buy memberships of the golf club for his sons as well.
That’s it. Tomorrow I will go to job. And btw, I switched to the dumb phone again. This time, I am hopeful I will last more than a few hours lol.