Awais

0358amJust planned tomorrow and got a bit free from today. 0806pmJust finished making a new blogpost. Not done yet lol.

334amGot early release today. Gonna sleep, if boss doesn’t reply in next 10 mins. 948pmHard day. What if I leave my family and go live in a village far off in a mountain and just send them money every month.

353pmShould we respect our dads even if it breaks your mental health? Or am I snowflake? If you were a dad, would you rub your son’s “mistakes” on his face every chance you get? And still get to be respected because you are his father? I won’t. And to make sure of that, I won’t…

406amJust the time.

I can’t write the stuff I want to write. Or I will become a fodder for mob lynchings. Or I need to move out of an extremist society before opening my mouth. What a life I have been blessed with. What a life I should be grateful for. Bye

523amToo tired. Why? Read the last post. 314pmJust woke up from sleep. Called mom to see where she was, she went to the hospital today. And now, I am just … gonna play a game because it is Saturday. Or I might complete that Green boots Everest documentary. Bye! 940pmSitting in a mcdonalds. I am…

435pmWoke up around 2pm after sleeping at around 6am. Curled and furled in bed for 30ish mins. Read this DAWN article in bed. Then woke up like stood up. Quickly added the 17800 yesterday Bill to budget and then ate. Mom was sleeping. I will be honest with you, I am beginning to not get…

412amThat’s the diary today. Time. Its 412am. Why do you return daily to read this BS lol? Or kam ni he krne ko! Go!

Aj 14 August he. Mulk ko aag lgao, Pese chaye yar. Jo seedhi bat he. London me flat lene ka ilzam hona chaye. Vancouver k ksi hotel me beth k apni corruption k qisse prhne hen. Tkht lahore me beth tkhte valon ko khuda ki khushnudi k lye peer chuff chuff k ghle bhrte dekhne…

255amOkay. Published the old diary. Budgeted today. Now gonna plan tomorrow and sleepo sleepo. Maybe after one game of CSGO. 216pmCSGO needed to be downloaded back then so I put it to download, watched this, and slept. Now I am going to play CSGO, most prolly 413amJust spent 20 mins playing CSGO. Then 60 mins…

250am of 08.13.24Did not write any diary today.

332amI am either in for a huge goody goody moneywise or a huge downfall. And I am not falling!

511amWell, its morning. I have to sleep. Go into my cocoon yet to emerge metamorphless, tomorrow! 222pmEverything in the world is about sex except sex. Sex is about power.” ― Oscar Wilde 446pmJUST FREAKING IN LOVE WITH THE MCDONALDS AUGUST MARKETING STRATEGY! From 9 August onwards, there’s only Milli Naghme now (National songs) raging on…

129amGoing to have a meeting with boss. 234pmJust woke up, properly. I did wake up at 1pm too but then used the bathroom and went back to sleep. Now, I have a meeting at 3pm. I guess that will happen in home but then I will go to McDonalds because its awfully hot. I am…

1219pmGonna eat lunch and then start the day. 915pmWell .. ughh? 125am Next DayWell, just returned home. Boss had a successful meeting with a client but we got more deliverables now. That’s professional humdrum of life. And I just returned from McDonalds. I got paid 10 days ago. Today, I have 1/5th of that amount…

1010amGonna do the routine task of wednesday for our client, now. Just woke up. Its raining.

305pmI have decided to add a daily self-ranking thing to this diary. Hope I can continue and if I can’t, I will restart with something easier, more fun. I also decided to add memes here daily but quit on the same day lol. But if you actually want to see memes, go to 9gag.com.

918pmWell, dental pain. I just came from home to McDonalds and will eat something here that is bound to worsen my pain 😲

354pmIn McDonalds. Yesterday my littlest sister turned 12. I was busy in work today so could not do anything besides a cake. Today I took my laptop to a McDonald adjacent to the Jinnah Park but here come, we learnt this has no jhoole! Aek cinema he, aek horror house he. Allah allah kher slla!…

aek junbsh-e-qalam ki mar hun me 🙂 Just wanted to write and affirm that here. Its been a few busy days, as usual. This is good. 1044pmHow am I better than the guy sitting outside this McDonalds right now, with a balloonfull of hands in his possession? I have more money, I would presume. And…

355pmJust deleted a poem because if it was published, it would be fodder for a mob lynch waiting to happen. I hate life rn. I just hate it so much. 438pmHy … gonna kill myself lol. Not now. Not tomorrow q k mere pas koi zriyya ni he. I am so so sad rn and…

206pmI am doing the routine task for job. I feel like I am becoming a burden on the startup and its taxxing me, a lot with each passing day. What should I do? First of all, the reason is because the boss, he’s changed. The only two reasons are either he’s not happy with specifically…

112pmMy belly hurts, the inside of it. What the scientists call the stomach, that thing. Or it could be intestines, the colon, the pancreas or y’know, a million other things. It just hurts, that’s the entity I can confirm. There used to be a tree in our village home 5/6 years ago. A decade ago,…

abhi tlk to na kundan hue na rakh huehm apni aag me hr roz jl k dekhte hen! ye b kia km he k dono ka bhrm qaim heus ne bakshish nahi ki, hmne guzarish nahi ki! dekho ye mere khab the, dekho ye mere zkhm henme ne to sb hisab-e-jan br sr-e-aam rkh dya…