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Five good things I did today are:1. lksfjasdfjweiofjsdljflsjflsdjlsd2. Spent money on a fruit shake3. Said sorry to someone I could have not, and gotten away with it4. Went to the library and worked as planned5. Decided to work a little, unplanned

Five good things I did today are:1. Udjsuxskdkdifhekosidbsskjs Today, I want to write openly so, if someone needs to stay away from negative writing, this is a disclaimer. I spend too much time and energy and thoughts into “if” I should buy that roll or not? “If” I should buy that bottle of Pepsi or…

Again, I won’t advice you to read this. NSFW as well. Here, today, is just an average day. Peaceless night, Dreamless day. Kuch nya ni, Kuch alag ni. Vohi uljhn. Bgher kuch kye, zindagi ki thkn. Mot b aesi raht he. And I think we all have a right to be angry on the situation…

Hy Tess. I wrote yesterday. And of the day before that as well but both were too dark to post online. Ya in logon ki namaz rhni thi, ya Khuda ka nazrya. Islye rhne dya. Ghreebon k pas Khuda hi hota he, use b cheen lun to…muje Dr lgta he. Things are not going good.…

Yar, copied line he. Once upon a long time ago, dunya bni thi. Acha ni hua, shi bat he. Acha vaqyie ni hua. Five good things I did today are Kuch b ni. Not. One. I went to job. I attended a class. Basketball khelne gya to basketball court hi bnd thi. Party ki fund…

Hy Tess. I’m tired. Abhi library se Aya Hun, and the work I went to finish there is still even more .. raita. This is not going to be … okay. So I’m just going to upload this one as a story. Permanently feed me nzr ni ana chaye. There are swear words in it.…

Hy Tess. It’s me. Here are the five good things I did today: 1. Jfidowisvsoabgsaohsisos2. Staying in library for 6 hours to work on a Sunday3. Was harsh where I needed to be harsh

Hy Tess, hy. I’m gonna pretend like nothing happened the previous few days and just .. write about today. Backlog burden boht hota he Yar so, let’s just focus on today. Anyways, I am about 40% done with revamping AwaisAlam.com. Finally, I can use Obsidian and publish too, for free. Vese Obsidian Publish costs about…

Hy Tess. It’s me, Awais. I just returned from the study circle class and it was one of those content-packed class! This fortnight’s topic was Shah Waliullah ka Falsafa. Topic hi Falsafa tha. Normally it is restricted to speak or discuss too much of philosophy. This instills susti and negates action. Bnda char nam or…

Rector Sab ki trf aj dinner tha. Compulsory. Mtlb hostel me Khana diya hi ni, agr dinner krna he to aj Rector ki trf hi chlna hoga. NUST aek educational institute smjh k aye the, peshavr qatlon ki jageer nikli he. Vo roti rok ki jis k hr bcha hr mheene 10,000 b deta he!…

Today started in an abnormal way. Thora late ho gya uthne me. Nowshera Jana tha, for FYP shoot. Anyways, I’m enroute now. Let’s see how today pans out. I just put a story up, a really controversial one according to my POV. I can be wrong. The reason I put Mazhab in clash with Roti…

Not good. I think a friend attempted suicide. I texted but no reply yet. Besides, I went to McDonalds outside NUST Gate 2 today, my 3rd time in 4 years. And sipping an extremely expensive cup of coke there, I completed my 2nd course on Coursera, of designing a low fidelty prototype in Figma. It…

Five good things I did today are:1. Was courteous when disturbed2. Practiced self-discipline3. Wrote this entry4. Xworked on Coursera thingie5. Decided to take the risk to go to McDonalds and work And btw, I was today years old when I discovered the McDonald’s me online payment ni hoti. Way to be smart? Or is this…

The guy who was supposed to edit our documentary is not doing so. Half the payment has been made. 28 is the deadline as I told him. I’m fkin worried!Five good things for today are: 1. Dfhjungfdygdyjjvc2. Went to library to fulfill the task I’ve been meaning to write this for a long time. Kafi…

Hy, today’s Saturday. Here are the five good things I did on this day: 1. Took a bath when I didn’t want to2. Worked past the comfort limit3. Made a hard communique4. Piurdfhjkyfchnkkutrdgjigddrttfds5. Wrote this when I didn’t want to go into this boring routine of logging stuff ughh6. Stopped saying harsh something when I…

Okayish day. Some good things I did were:1. Was honest to SO despite a standoff from her end, risking everything2. Was honest with Mom despite my shyness3. Worked on a Sunday4. Wrote this

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138pmI really should sleep but people on reddit keep texting!

1046amMom’s coming back today from the funeral of the cousin. I will go get her in an hour or less. And I just woke up. Writing diary in the morning is easier than at the end of work because at the end of work, all you want to do is somehow, drag and convince yourself…

1214pmWoke up about an hour ago, by the kidlet#2. She said to warm her food because the kidlet#1 had strictly told her not to do anything with the stove which is good, the #2 is like 11years old and though mom sometimes does ask her to make tea etc, I hate it. Anyways, so gave…

255pmHy Tess, How are you! From diary in the Cadet College, to Instagram, to Website. How’s the journey been! Oh you want me to answer that! Okay! Well, college. Lol! College was fun. I learnt a lot; none of which was study related. I learnt not to care for authority if you have the “people’s”…

555amJust another Thursday. 1219pmWoke up around 1130pm but got up from bed now. Got up like, got straight up, sat and started the PC. First thing I see is Workfolio. It says “you have worked 8 hrs xx mins today, Great Job”. I just woke up lol. Anyways, work was crazy last night. The peaceful…

832amJust woke up and started the pc to write this. I am wearing 4 pieces of upperwear, 2 of them made to wear only once, to keep warm. Like a double jacket. And because the bottom wear is 3 pieces, it feels cold. Though it is better than before, than all the days before this…

705amSo here’s the deal. I have lost my CNIC gentelman and good ladies! So … now today after the HBL bank, I will go to Police station for the first time. Hope it is okay experience, I am not raising any expectations anyways. Its the westridge police station, near Churr Chowk. Then will go to…

126am the next dayVery Sleepy. Really Dreamy Right 2.

756pmJust stopped after 30mins of a lesson for a thing I am learning using ChatGPT. And RDR2 is pending, in the background, for 3 hours atleast. The computer did not shut down. I did post about it on reddit to see if I can get a reliable computer guy, let’s see. That’s about it. 336PMSo…

349pmSaturday. Woke up at 1248pm. Like the late winter sunshine, I rose from the East slowly, weakly, trying my best to warm the world. Fucking, hell, let’s get serious. Wanted to play a game but I had some small todos so decided to do them instead. Took bag and came to university. Does a software…

101pmWell, this is it no? I woke up today, at 12pm which is quite early because I slept at like 9am but idk how or why my waking hormones decides to … wake me up. Anyways here I am. Before sleeping, I was telling mom how I have like so less money in bank which…

1137amReturned from the bank about 2 hours ago. Then had to go take the kidling home early on short leave. And now, I am about to sleep. There’s a lot going on in my head but who isn’t thinking all the time, ig. Its human nature. We want more, want now. I opened a game…

Well, this is good huh. I ranted and ranted and ranted yesterday and today was slightly better. Slightly, and not the slightly you use when you don’t want to jinx a good thing, a good day, no. This was actual SLIGHTLY better. Here’s what happened. I woke up at 9am on 12.03.24. Sucks because I…

Well, something major is going to happen. Idk what it is. And I moved my system from table to ground in the interest of not needing a heater. I can work while keeping a bedsheet on me or two, to save heat and still not add gas/electric expense. I am not sure how this will…

430AMSorry to the crowd looking to read daily posts, I have unfortunately been fortunate enough to not be so busy, that at the end of the last few days, my hips were relieved to go from this demonic chair to the bed. But two major things happened today. A lot major stuff happened but these…

631amMonday again.

538AMWell, it was called lappy. Lappy. Let me bring the lappy. Lappy doosre kmre me he. Would you bring the lappy back? Here, lappy idhr hi rkhte hen, bad me utha lenge. And I was happy. Udhr hi rkha rha me b. I am still there. I hope no one reads this, I am still…

827pmOi I am scared of getting bored! In 3 hours, I have to meet an AR guy who we need for his accent and experience dealing with western clients.

508pmjThe past 24 hours have been consistently downhill. But I am not done yet. I am at zero energy. Zero motivation to work and infact, a negative motivation to work so, a position motivation to sleep, to rest, to stare at the sky but there’s no time. A man’s gotta hunt. I will continue to…

Nothing.

Today was sunday. It went away without me doing anything other than a party meeting. And let’s not … emotionalize it. Let’s take a step back. I waste time. How can I convince my will to stop wasting time and work more. Work so that I can .. atleast secure a healthy, educated future for…

359amWell .. hy! Start of a new friday. Fucking hell man, its like secs when it was Monday. Idk, time flies!

313amNow, this is fantastic eh? Having games. And no time to play them. Is this the next few years of life? Not impressed! 357am the next dayToday was not a good day. I mean in the family terms it was okay. But in the terms of my personal self, the constraints I should be putting…

157pmStarting the day. Not feeling good. Bye. 1208am the next dayWell, a bit good. I traded a bit today. First day lol. Scalping on Doge and BTC. Demo Account on MEXC. Made like 0. 45USDT. That’s not bad, if you see I made 11 trades and lost 1. I will lose trades. And money. But…