Fall 2021
You know what? Don’t say to someone that they should sit straight or look forward or swing their arms more. I am in this deep dark abyss right now because someone used to insist that I should ‘sit straight’. I hate myself for this because my back is like 2 feet and I simply can’t sit straight for long. (Skinny guys and gals with big chests often have this medical ailment, research it). I am 6″1′ and skinny as a stick. And with her gone now, there’s a permanent mark left in my mind that, I look bad if I don’t sit straight. I blame my posture among other things for people disliking me. Sitting in the courtyard of S3H, teardrops falling on the grass because I’m a hate object, for me. I don’t sit straight. I can’t. I try but sorry.
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