It’s not like I won’t get sad again, infact I feel kinda sad right now hehe. I don’t want to go back. This was good. This was .. skoon. I was feeling as if amongst my people, although I met these people just 2 days ago or less. I don’t want to grow (teary smile) hehe but … idk … we just had dua. Dua marks the end of this trip. Everyone was crying. We all welled up in emotions. You know, it kinda hurts to know that you have to attend a university or do such other things to “survive” in this world, when that’s exactly not right. When the truth you think is so 180⁰ from the truth that actually is, and you realize it 22 years later. It’s sad and smile moment at the same time. You got the truth, but you lost so many years. The goal ahead is large and tough. I am not prepared at all. I know what to do, but it seems so tough and so far. But that’s the truth you have to follow. That’s the way of life, the very reason of creation, unreasonable for a believer. I got it now, 22 years wasted. Unreasonable. Unarguable. Universal.
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