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So I just came back from Hostel-C2-CSD via Protocol Avenue-C2-Hostel, road blading at 10am noon. And I have decided to color my hairs light ash. Went to CSD to check the shades. Light Ash #55 is what I’m going for.
It’s a coping mechanism. It’s unhealthy. But it is better than cutting and burning my arms and thighs, right? So yeah, in 30 days, there’s gonna be new hairs on this skull. Magnificent (shrugs)
And I freaking love skating but .. I guess you already know that. Continues skate spams have that covered. So I’m gonna head over to the library. Tomorrow is my English paper and .. I’m NOT prepared a bitty 🤦♂️
You know, now I know why I always was so sad and depressed .. like a part of it was also because I was alone. Now I have a roommate. Everytime he’s here, even a little daily talk, it kinda pushes me back to the present moment and out of my thoughts and stuff. I wish I had more physical friend. Not in a sad way but like .. wishing way. I don’t want to come on out looking despo and left-out 🤷♂️
Why did I mention what I don’t want to be perceived as, here? I just gave you everything, down to the vocabulary 🤦♂️🌝
Whatever
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