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Well … Thanks man. I really appreciate that.
I was in my bed today till 4pm. Then a guy here in hostel texted, told me to get out, “let’s go somewhere to eat.” I was like sure.
I just came back. It feels really good. This … Rant-with-someone in physical was a session long due. Thank you
So yeah .. tis about it…I am still hanging in Alhamdulillah. Didn’t pray any prayers. After writing this, I will go eat some food from the messing hall and then roam NUST in skates. I asked another person here in NUST from MS, a religious scholar, that if we listen to some naat vgera, or some form of music, not having any orientation towards the bad things, is it allowed? He said yeah, that I just have to balance it out. Apparently listening to Quran is recommended, but not to be obsessed with. So I am downloading SoundCloud rn, and while skating tonight I’ll tune back in to my vvvvvery old music playlist, that I made in first semester. It has like motivational songs, netlfix songs from different seasons etc, and some other feel-good selections. I think tonight will be good. I also have to edit my Radio Production thingie all over again because Adobe Audio isn’t opening my dot MP3 file .. idk why. I’ll do it tonight In Shaa Allah.
That’s about it I guess. And today .. I ..kinda learnt that .. a friend is necessary these days. I’m tbh too afraid to come out with this topic rn .. but .. I will try. Whatever. I should go.
(Thumbs hover over the gboard deciding what to write next because I am feeling good writing.. and really don’t want this to end)
Whatever. Maybe I was wrong. Was I toxic? I think yeah, I may have become unlikeable in the past some time … I should see myself again .. yeah … can’t talk more.
See ya. Thanks again man.. See ya around.
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A guy just came to my room whom I was with on that small trip, I had a lil while back. Gave me a lot of content for the book.
And I’m skating in basketball court of NUST as of now … feels good. Not that good coz .. this was a coping mechanism, I’ve learnt it now, and there’s no challenge left. But yeah, I still kinda like it. Especially with songs.
Whatever. Bbye
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