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How are you all…I hope good. Was this weekend’s start welcoming for you? It certainly was for me…
So I woke up at 0540, prayed and recited Surah Yaseen (which I had memorized previously but now, it’s just bits and pieces. I’ll soon memorize it again In Shaa Allah). And then I just lay in my bed, eating yesterday’s ‘Gulab Jamun’ and watching ‘Seinfield’ on Netflix. It’s a good 90s sitcom. Then suddenly I placed the laptop on table, picked up the phone and off the charging port, to write what follows.
You know sometimes you’ll be at the wrong place at the wrong time, and end up being blamed for something that has nothing to do with you. Similarly, sometimes you’ll have your presence at the right time at the right place, and something good will happen. I recently experienced such a “happy” casualty. I have met a very kind-hearted, and selfless individual. Almost like the mellow, caring person I become when in love with someone. For the first time in a long time, I got to experience me, coming from someone else. I hope you understand…
So I openly cried and expressed myself. I did not at all worry what that person might think, because I didn’t have to. (At this point once, I deleted the previous “cried” sentence due to the social stigma attached with it, but … I’m gonna let it stay).
Remember, sometimes people you trust will bail on you. Don’t hate them, for that’s no good. Let them go. Just work on yourself. Cry. Feel the pain because that’s our natural way to grow. Give your dry soul some long-held-back tears. The great Iqbal said,
ذرا نم ہو تو یہ مٹی بڑی زرخیز ہے ساقی!
(If a little wet (pained/triggered), this soil (youngsters) is very talented)
If you are shy, hesitant, or were brought up abnormally, then your age fellows will also laugh at you, without knowing that such laughters usually make such people, murderers. But let them have some smiles. Be generous. Enjoy yourself. Try. You’ll grow.
I’ll have some breakfast at 9 I guess…. And then do something else. I’m feeling hungry. Anyways… See ya later in the day.
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Did literally nothing today. Non-productive funday, just games. Anyways, I’m gonna go do another round. See ya tomorrow. And yeah it’s Pak Vs Ind tomorrow, are you watching? I ammmm. Not because it’s cricket to which I have no interest, but because of the sentiments!
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Well, I borrowed roller blades from Huzaifa downstairs and skated an hour today. There was a cat there. Not to be modest, but I gave it quite a show! When that cat gets older believe me, (and I mean real older after she has used all nine lives), it’s gonna tell it’s kittens, how she once upon a time, saw a “gliding man falling face first on ground, time and again 
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Bbye. See ya tomorrow.
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