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138pmI really should sleep but people on reddit keep texting!

1046amMom’s coming back today from the funeral of the cousin. I will go get her in an hour or less. And I just woke up. Writing diary in the morning is easier than at the end of work because at the end of work, all you want to do is somehow, drag and convince yourself…

1214pmWoke up about an hour ago, by the kidlet#2. She said to warm her food because the kidlet#1 had strictly told her not to do anything with the stove which is good, the #2 is like 11years old and though mom sometimes does ask her to make tea etc, I hate it. Anyways, so gave…

255pmHy Tess, How are you! From diary in the Cadet College, to Instagram, to Website. How’s the journey been! Oh you want me to answer that! Okay! Well, college. Lol! College was fun. I learnt a lot; none of which was study related. I learnt not to care for authority if you have the “people’s”…

555amJust another Thursday. 1219pmWoke up around 1130pm but got up from bed now. Got up like, got straight up, sat and started the PC. First thing I see is Workfolio. It says “you have worked 8 hrs xx mins today, Great Job”. I just woke up lol. Anyways, work was crazy last night. The peaceful…

832amJust woke up and started the pc to write this. I am wearing 4 pieces of upperwear, 2 of them made to wear only once, to keep warm. Like a double jacket. And because the bottom wear is 3 pieces, it feels cold. Though it is better than before, than all the days before this…

705amSo here’s the deal. I have lost my CNIC gentelman and good ladies! So … now today after the HBL bank, I will go to Police station for the first time. Hope it is okay experience, I am not raising any expectations anyways. Its the westridge police station, near Churr Chowk. Then will go to…

126am the next dayVery Sleepy. Really Dreamy Right 2.

756pmJust stopped after 30mins of a lesson for a thing I am learning using ChatGPT. And RDR2 is pending, in the background, for 3 hours atleast. The computer did not shut down. I did post about it on reddit to see if I can get a reliable computer guy, let’s see. That’s about it. 336PMSo…

349pmSaturday. Woke up at 1248pm. Like the late winter sunshine, I rose from the East slowly, weakly, trying my best to warm the world. Fucking, hell, let’s get serious. Wanted to play a game but I had some small todos so decided to do them instead. Took bag and came to university. Does a software…

101pmWell, this is it no? I woke up today, at 12pm which is quite early because I slept at like 9am but idk how or why my waking hormones decides to … wake me up. Anyways here I am. Before sleeping, I was telling mom how I have like so less money in bank which…

1137amReturned from the bank about 2 hours ago. Then had to go take the kidling home early on short leave. And now, I am about to sleep. There’s a lot going on in my head but who isn’t thinking all the time, ig. Its human nature. We want more, want now. I opened a game…

Well, this is good huh. I ranted and ranted and ranted yesterday and today was slightly better. Slightly, and not the slightly you use when you don’t want to jinx a good thing, a good day, no. This was actual SLIGHTLY better. Here’s what happened. I woke up at 9am on 12.03.24. Sucks because I…

Well, something major is going to happen. Idk what it is. And I moved my system from table to ground in the interest of not needing a heater. I can work while keeping a bedsheet on me or two, to save heat and still not add gas/electric expense. I am not sure how this will…

430AMSorry to the crowd looking to read daily posts, I have unfortunately been fortunate enough to not be so busy, that at the end of the last few days, my hips were relieved to go from this demonic chair to the bed. But two major things happened today. A lot major stuff happened but these…

631amMonday again.

538AMWell, it was called lappy. Lappy. Let me bring the lappy. Lappy doosre kmre me he. Would you bring the lappy back? Here, lappy idhr hi rkhte hen, bad me utha lenge. And I was happy. Udhr hi rkha rha me b. I am still there. I hope no one reads this, I am still…

827pmOi I am scared of getting bored! In 3 hours, I have to meet an AR guy who we need for his accent and experience dealing with western clients.

508pmjThe past 24 hours have been consistently downhill. But I am not done yet. I am at zero energy. Zero motivation to work and infact, a negative motivation to work so, a position motivation to sleep, to rest, to stare at the sky but there’s no time. A man’s gotta hunt. I will continue to…

Nothing.

Today was sunday. It went away without me doing anything other than a party meeting. And let’s not … emotionalize it. Let’s take a step back. I waste time. How can I convince my will to stop wasting time and work more. Work so that I can .. atleast secure a healthy, educated future for…