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338am Trying to do payroll if I can complete it. 155pm Going well till now. I did some payroll before sleeping and some more before getting my sister from college. Then I had to take the other one, the littlest one, to do haircut because grmi. Just returned from there and had milkshake. It was…

12:27pm Kl b I did not plan my day or prsun b so, today, I am going to plan the day. Working on that right now after bringing sister from college. 0550pm I am talking to myself and I think I could be a narcissistic standup comedy king. Nah, lord. Nah .. too cheeky. teacher!…

117pm Yesterday (07.10.24 at 1/2am) I slept early … around 3am. This happened b/c I did not do a critical item I need to do every day which is then used to report a generate every Wednesday. Today I woke up at 9am and was like okay, let’s do that and today’s report. Then I…

0356am Please pray to God I plan my tomorrow before sleeping. 0442am Planned. Gonna do dinner now. 1114am Woke up and going to work, now. 1149am Decided not to do what I had planned to do yesterday, ref Sadapay. Note for next time: Decide maturely, dumbo! 206am I got off one call rn and will…

201am. Planning for today, done. Let’s do what now? 444am Could not sleep so just completed payroll. Sleepy now! 1134am Just woke up, about 20 mins ago. Set an alarm for 1150pm but then realized I could go and bring my sibling’s books from the stationery shop, earlier than 12pm. So … going there now.…

0237pm Mom and the kids are back. So, the privacy is over. And I am choosing to give away 7000 to avoid wasting 20mins a day + the added stress/responsibility that comes with having to pick my sibling from college and drop her off at home every day at 12pm. It is going to be…

303am Next Sunday is my birthday. You can give a hundred and one justifications of not celebrating birthdays but that’s one day where one can be happy without any serious reason. Next Sunday is my birthday and I bet you right now Tess, no one will remember it. I low-key hate it now. Because it…

127pm So my psychiatrist told me to write “Self-Affirming” stuff. Stuff that will motivate me. Feel-good stuff about myself. Well, here goes: I fuck in managing relationships with close people. Therefore, I will end up being alone. I will cry and sulk and frustrate and maybe do really stupid things too, to get human contact,…

I just ended up watching a video on how not to procrastinate. I watched that video to procrastinate. They also gave a really cool URL btw…something like ed.ted.buildcharacter I guess. Anyhoo, they said well, do 3 things when you are procrastinating. First off, write why you are procrastinating. Journal it. So I am doing that…