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106amGot a good news today so I am happy. I will also start the dental surgery thingie from this coming Saturday. It will take about 6 months to be done fully but hy, let’s do it eh. A start is an indicator of the end coming in. I am happy.

1201am 301pmI am done. Literally. 24K fucking fees for admission in 4th class. Ajeeb chu*** hen yar! BTW Army bombed a Balochi village today but no one talked about it. Mainstream media p aya hi ni. This is how terrorists are made, intentionally, by the state. Kl ki inko fikr ni q k inhki zindgi…

0457amNow I kinda make these new entries immediately after making the new page for today’s general b/c muje pta he, bad me time mile, na mile!

342pmI am finding the daily planning and making bed habits slip away and away 😞

535amStill up and working, alhamdulillah 526pmWorking 117am the next dayNope. Still working

127amarz kya he! pagl se hue jata ho faraz, us se mile kya?itni si khushi se koi mr b nahi jata! 209pmJust got to the Nust University Library to begin my day of work. I still kept thinking last night and over to today if I m a failure. I have been binge-watching Prison Break…

108amHelio!s 314pmAek uncle ko abhi rukhst kr k a rha hun. Tess tell me one thing, why do peope, known as rishtedar, just consider it their duty to hurt you in any possible way they can? Seht theek ni he? They have got limericks. Finances theek ni he? They have got fzool suggestions (like bribes…

0358amJust planned tomorrow and got a bit free from today. 0806pmJust finished making a new blogpost. Not done yet lol.

334amGot early release today. Gonna sleep, if boss doesn’t reply in next 10 mins. 948pmHard day. What if I leave my family and go live in a village far off in a mountain and just send them money every month.

353pmShould we respect our dads even if it breaks your mental health? Or am I snowflake? If you were a dad, would you rub your son’s “mistakes” on his face every chance you get? And still get to be respected because you are his father? I won’t. And to make sure of that, I won’t…

406amJust the time.

I can’t write the stuff I want to write. Or I will become a fodder for mob lynchings. Or I need to move out of an extremist society before opening my mouth. What a life I have been blessed with. What a life I should be grateful for. Bye

523amToo tired. Why? Read the last post. 314pmJust woke up from sleep. Called mom to see where she was, she went to the hospital today. And now, I am just … gonna play a game because it is Saturday. Or I might complete that Green boots Everest documentary. Bye! 940pmSitting in a mcdonalds. I am…

435pmWoke up around 2pm after sleeping at around 6am. Curled and furled in bed for 30ish mins. Read this DAWN article in bed. Then woke up like stood up. Quickly added the 17800 yesterday Bill to budget and then ate. Mom was sleeping. I will be honest with you, I am beginning to not get…

412amThat’s the diary today. Time. Its 412am. Why do you return daily to read this BS lol? Or kam ni he krne ko! Go!

Aj 14 August he. Mulk ko aag lgao, Pese chaye yar. Jo seedhi bat he. London me flat lene ka ilzam hona chaye. Vancouver k ksi hotel me beth k apni corruption k qisse prhne hen. Tkht lahore me beth tkhte valon ko khuda ki khushnudi k lye peer chuff chuff k ghle bhrte dekhne…

255amOkay. Published the old diary. Budgeted today. Now gonna plan tomorrow and sleepo sleepo. Maybe after one game of CSGO. 216pmCSGO needed to be downloaded back then so I put it to download, watched this, and slept. Now I am going to play CSGO, most prolly 413amJust spent 20 mins playing CSGO. Then 60 mins…

250am of 08.13.24Did not write any diary today.

332amI am either in for a huge goody goody moneywise or a huge downfall. And I am not falling!

511amWell, its morning. I have to sleep. Go into my cocoon yet to emerge metamorphless, tomorrow! 222pmEverything in the world is about sex except sex. Sex is about power.” ― Oscar Wilde 446pmJUST FREAKING IN LOVE WITH THE MCDONALDS AUGUST MARKETING STRATEGY! From 9 August onwards, there’s only Milli Naghme now (National songs) raging on…

129amGoing to have a meeting with boss. 234pmJust woke up, properly. I did wake up at 1pm too but then used the bathroom and went back to sleep. Now, I have a meeting at 3pm. I guess that will happen in home but then I will go to McDonalds because its awfully hot. I am…

1219pmGonna eat lunch and then start the day. 915pmWell .. ughh? 125am Next DayWell, just returned home. Boss had a successful meeting with a client but we got more deliverables now. That’s professional humdrum of life. And I just returned from McDonalds. I got paid 10 days ago. Today, I have 1/5th of that amount…

1010amGonna do the routine task of wednesday for our client, now. Just woke up. Its raining.

305pmI have decided to add a daily self-ranking thing to this diary. Hope I can continue and if I can’t, I will restart with something easier, more fun. I also decided to add memes here daily but quit on the same day lol. But if you actually want to see memes, go to 9gag.com.

918pmWell, dental pain. I just came from home to McDonalds and will eat something here that is bound to worsen my pain 😲

354pmIn McDonalds. Yesterday my littlest sister turned 12. I was busy in work today so could not do anything besides a cake. Today I took my laptop to a McDonald adjacent to the Jinnah Park but here come, we learnt this has no jhoole! Aek cinema he, aek horror house he. Allah allah kher slla!…

aek junbsh-e-qalam ki mar hun me 🙂 Just wanted to write and affirm that here. Its been a few busy days, as usual. This is good. 1044pmHow am I better than the guy sitting outside this McDonalds right now, with a balloonfull of hands in his possession? I have more money, I would presume. And…

355pmJust deleted a poem because if it was published, it would be fodder for a mob lynch waiting to happen. I hate life rn. I just hate it so much. 438pmHy … gonna kill myself lol. Not now. Not tomorrow q k mere pas koi zriyya ni he. I am so so sad rn and…

206pmI am doing the routine task for job. I feel like I am becoming a burden on the startup and its taxxing me, a lot with each passing day. What should I do? First of all, the reason is because the boss, he’s changed. The only two reasons are either he’s not happy with specifically…

112pmMy belly hurts, the inside of it. What the scientists call the stomach, that thing. Or it could be intestines, the colon, the pancreas or y’know, a million other things. It just hurts, that’s the entity I can confirm. There used to be a tree in our village home 5/6 years ago. A decade ago,…

abhi tlk to na kundan hue na rakh huehm apni aag me hr roz jl k dekhte hen! ye b kia km he k dono ka bhrm qaim heus ne bakshish nahi ki, hmne guzarish nahi ki! dekho ye mere khab the, dekho ye mere zkhm henme ne to sb hisab-e-jan br sr-e-aam rkh dya…

229pmWell, its time to do work eh! 502pmThe stuff I have to do for a cleint daily, is done. I also took a guy’s interview for digital marketing. Seems mediocre but willing to rise and shine y’know. I don’t trust people. This guy seems he wants to work adn improve, literally asked me hy is…

1108amHy! … just finished sending some Follow up mails to initial applicants for Digital Marketing role. Now I am just waiting for time to pass so I can go get water for the house, and my little sister from college. 2pmWell, I left my headphones at home and have to take an interview between 2pm…

524pmI don’t think I will be writing anything more after this so … bye. I will still keep it until you know, the interviews are done. One is at 8pm and the other is at 9pm. 620pmSome work is done. Now going to have dinner from C1 and then going to McDonalds for the interviews.…

1252amDental pain. Ughh! 210pmWell, I am in the NUST Library. One of my favorite places to come to, to work. Sometimes I work a lot here. Sometimes, like today I guess, I work just average. And sometimes I come to work and GTAV or MSFS2 stupid stupid games call out for me. Now you tell…

731pm Life has changed so much. Today I spent about 3000RS, that is about 3% of my earning, on food I had to buy to sit in the cafe where I work, from 10am onwards. It is still 7 so…I will prolly have to buy another 1000 to stay for the next 6 to 8…

152pm I can’t believe its Friday. Today. Well, until I saw the clock and then it was a moment of relief and worry at the same time. Relief because now I won’t be actively on-duty and can thus suffer from my swollen mouth, and lips, alone. It is hurting since about 48 hours now. Why…

0813pm You know how money fixes stuff? I used to have a full set of healthy teeth and no money in university. I know need a full mouth rehab which costs like 4x of what I earn right now. I can’t eat most of the crispy stuff now. And because I don’t fucking brush so…

1238pm. So … today is 15 July. I woke up with the intention that I will go to University’s library to work because there’s AC there but learnt that Mom had decided to go to a nearby village to meet some relative so, I had to stay home with the kidlets. So … yeah, I…

335am I am going to see if someone applied as Digital Marketing Analyst for the startup. 140pm Having an interview with a potential Digital marketing analyst. She’s good till now. Now boss is asking questions. It’s been 90 mins so selected or not, she did spend her time on it. Anyways….today’s my Birthday….gotta make 5…

0232pm My boss had a reminder set that tomorrow is my birthday. I had an hour-long session with him requesting not to tell anybody in the team to which he agreed. Then he asked me to do something different this birthday. I told him there’s nothing much that can give me more pleasure than a…